In my distorted thoughts I am not sure why this road to recovery is taking so long. That said I have learned many lessons from my readings of the Amish Life. They seem to have a much better understanding of life’s trials and tribulations. They are not of the same mindset we seem to be in English Society that is one of INSTANT gratification! I have been dealing with the fact that I am not able to go to work and that has been my goal since the accident. I had thought I would be back to work by December of 2010, 3 months after the accident. Little did I know I would not even be walking by that point! Then I was sure by Spring 2011 once again little did I know I would be just learning to walk again. Move forward with goals constantly being set for my return to work till the present and I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I will get back to work when I am ready and not before then and when that is only our Heavenly Father above knows. I am learning to put all my trust in him and he will guide me in the direction of which my life is meant to go!
Friday, 17 February 2012
Perseverance
Each day is a new day that’s what I have to tell myself! I have been struggling the last few weeks with increasing depression and the need to have some control over my life and recovery.
In my distorted thoughts I am not sure why this road to recovery is taking so long. That said I have learned many lessons from my readings of the Amish Life. They seem to have a much better understanding of life’s trials and tribulations. They are not of the same mindset we seem to be in English Society that is one of INSTANT gratification! I have been dealing with the fact that I am not able to go to work and that has been my goal since the accident. I had thought I would be back to work by December of 2010, 3 months after the accident. Little did I know I would not even be walking by that point! Then I was sure by Spring 2011 once again little did I know I would be just learning to walk again. Move forward with goals constantly being set for my return to work till the present and I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I will get back to work when I am ready and not before then and when that is only our Heavenly Father above knows. I am learning to put all my trust in him and he will guide me in the direction of which my life is meant to go!
In my distorted thoughts I am not sure why this road to recovery is taking so long. That said I have learned many lessons from my readings of the Amish Life. They seem to have a much better understanding of life’s trials and tribulations. They are not of the same mindset we seem to be in English Society that is one of INSTANT gratification! I have been dealing with the fact that I am not able to go to work and that has been my goal since the accident. I had thought I would be back to work by December of 2010, 3 months after the accident. Little did I know I would not even be walking by that point! Then I was sure by Spring 2011 once again little did I know I would be just learning to walk again. Move forward with goals constantly being set for my return to work till the present and I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I will get back to work when I am ready and not before then and when that is only our Heavenly Father above knows. I am learning to put all my trust in him and he will guide me in the direction of which my life is meant to go!
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Keep going :) you're doing a great job day by day! You'll get to work one day, I know it!
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